Last night when I went home, my husband was not there. His dad was still awake and he was the one who opened the door for me. I toss and turn on our bed. I can’t sleep. I really can’t sleep if I can’t feel his presence. There’s this weird feeling of not being able to sleep well if he’s not there at my side. But after more or less an hour, I fell asleep. It was around 3 or 4 am I guess when I heard knocks on the door. I knew it was my husband. So I swung the door open and let him in. In went back to bed and sleep again. I was awakened because the hit my face with a pillow and asked what time I arrived from work. I said “1:30” I feel so irritated that tine because he knows that I’m already sleeping. He should’ve kissed me when he arrived and not hit a pillow on my face. I don’t know what happened next because I fell asleep again. I don’t know what time it was but I can see the ray of light coming through our windows. I saw his arm wrapped around me and it made me smile a bit. I moved my body a little and it made him woke up. He took my left arm and put it around his waist. He made me face his direction and put my head under his left arm. You see? At one second he love me. The next hour he hates me. We fell asleep at that kind of position. As for me, it left a smile on my face. It was about 10AM I guess when I woke up again. I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was his face. I smiled (my heart is smiling too!) and then his eyes opened too. I hide my face under his arms then he whispered on my ear, I love you.. I just smiled at him because he already knows my answer to that. I just wish he could be that sweet everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
I went up in bed at 11AM and cooked his favorite fried rice and egg (that’s for lunch haha). I added some sausage and egg with the rice and he loved it! And oh, before I forgot. Yesterday he mentioned that he really wanted to work in a call center. I said; that’s great. But the problem he said was his confidence. He’s afraid that he’ll run out words if questions start. I advised him to just feel comfortable with the one you’re speaking with. Stay cool. Think positive. But he didn’t agree. I think he’ll need more practice and coaching.
Well anyway, this wraps the afternoon because I left home around 1:30 PM and heed to the office. Glad I was not late for work hehe J.
Bad news:
IT in our company send out an advisory that employees are no longer allowed to browse at non-work related websites. Such as friendster, my space youtube and all sites with the same contents. Violators that will be caught will automatically be suspended. Awww… L Proxy sites used to access friendster were also blocked! Ughh what the.. Now all I can do here at my machine is to stare at my tools for 9 hours! (Minus this blogging thing)
I’m thinking of canceling this account and create a new one. But I’ll think about it 10 times.
Bye les amis, pour l'instant ..
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